2009年
04月
03日
(金)
03:21 |
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I had a lot of fun ranting here but I've decided I would like a change after two years
I wanted to change it earlier, but something held me back to it
Now that the reason is no longer here, I suppose it's time
Bye bye もつれた糸を by ONE DROPw
I will still leave it here so that I can refer back from time to time to laugh at myself.
You can now stalk me @
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
Yes, I am still maishampoo 8D
じゃあ（＾O＾）／☆
Now that the reason is no longer here, I suppose it's time
Bye bye もつれた糸を by ONE DROPw
I will still leave it here so that I can refer back from time to time to laugh at myself.
You can now stalk me @
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
http://ameblo.jp/maishampoo/
Yes, I am still maishampoo 8D
じゃあ（＾O＾）／☆
2009年
04月
02日
(木)
05:04 |
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もらった幸せのカケラ くらった涙のカケラ
この砂に混ぜてせめて 風に流されたい
逃げ出しちゃ行けない事 分かってるなりの想い方
明日強く強くなるから、、、 バイバイ。
永遠なんて、簡単に口にしないで。
約束は守れなかったら、簡単に誓わないで。
でも、結局、
悪いのは信じてしまった自分。
時間がすべてを消す事を覚えてない自分。
一度はもう経験したはずなのに、学習できない自分。
いつまでたっても、自分の時間を動かせない自分。
過去に生きる自分。
変えようとしない自分。
手放せない自分。
だから、余計に辛い。
分かってたはずなのに、見て見ぬ振りをしてた。
今回はいつからだろう。
やっぱり、人間は嫌いだ。
関われば、関わるほど、傷口が増えるだけ。
もう、近寄るな。
ほどいい距離感が何より心地いい。
ただ、必要な時に適度に絡み、それだけで十分。
どうせ、みんなそう思ってるだけ。
それ以上を求めては、自分の一方通行に自分の首を閉める事になる。
哀れだ。
笑えるほど、哀れだ。
なのに、泣いているのはまだ痛むからだ。
たった、また一人自分の人生から歩き出しただけなのに。
たった、過去の繰り返し。
たった、特別で無くなっただけなのに。
たった、最初から全部自分の思い込みって思い知らされただけなのに。
それだけの話しなのに、やっぱり、何回経験しても、痛みは一回ほどに増すばかり。
人の心って何処まで痛みに耐えたら、免疫がつくのだろう。
それでも、あなたは必ずこれを読み、
他人事の様に思うでしょうね。
神様、
酷いよ。
酷すぎるよ。
ねえ、できるなら、
もう、正直に言って、
「バイバイ。」
できるだけ、精一杯笑顔でバカみたいに手を振り返すから。
これが「あなた」へって、
口が裂けても言えない、臆病な自分がいるから。
せめて心の中ではちゃんとお別れしよう。
数年間、こんなどうしようもない自分の友達でいてくれて、
ありがとう。
本当にかけがえのない楽しい時間だったよ。
いまはつらくても、あなたに会わなければよかった、何て思わない。
それぐらい、一緒に過ごした時間は本当に幸せで、何よりもたくさんの笑顔で満ちあふれたから。
それだけは、誰も奪えない自分の宝物だから。
コレをもって、今日から、このブログを辞めます。
As of this entry, I am quitting this blog.
2nd April 2009,
maishampoo
この砂に混ぜてせめて 風に流されたい
逃げ出しちゃ行けない事 分かってるなりの想い方
明日強く強くなるから、、、 バイバイ。
永遠なんて、簡単に口にしないで。
約束は守れなかったら、簡単に誓わないで。
でも、結局、
悪いのは信じてしまった自分。
時間がすべてを消す事を覚えてない自分。
一度はもう経験したはずなのに、学習できない自分。
いつまでたっても、自分の時間を動かせない自分。
過去に生きる自分。
変えようとしない自分。
手放せない自分。
だから、余計に辛い。
分かってたはずなのに、見て見ぬ振りをしてた。
今回はいつからだろう。
やっぱり、人間は嫌いだ。
関われば、関わるほど、傷口が増えるだけ。
もう、近寄るな。
ほどいい距離感が何より心地いい。
ただ、必要な時に適度に絡み、それだけで十分。
どうせ、みんなそう思ってるだけ。
それ以上を求めては、自分の一方通行に自分の首を閉める事になる。
哀れだ。
笑えるほど、哀れだ。
なのに、泣いているのはまだ痛むからだ。
たった、また一人自分の人生から歩き出しただけなのに。
たった、過去の繰り返し。
たった、特別で無くなっただけなのに。
たった、最初から全部自分の思い込みって思い知らされただけなのに。
それだけの話しなのに、やっぱり、何回経験しても、痛みは一回ほどに増すばかり。
人の心って何処まで痛みに耐えたら、免疫がつくのだろう。
それでも、あなたは必ずこれを読み、
他人事の様に思うでしょうね。
神様、
酷いよ。
酷すぎるよ。
ねえ、できるなら、
もう、正直に言って、
「バイバイ。」
できるだけ、精一杯笑顔でバカみたいに手を振り返すから。
これが「あなた」へって、
口が裂けても言えない、臆病な自分がいるから。
せめて心の中ではちゃんとお別れしよう。
数年間、こんなどうしようもない自分の友達でいてくれて、
ありがとう。
本当にかけがえのない楽しい時間だったよ。
いまはつらくても、あなたに会わなければよかった、何て思わない。
それぐらい、一緒に過ごした時間は本当に幸せで、何よりもたくさんの笑顔で満ちあふれたから。
それだけは、誰も奪えない自分の宝物だから。
コレをもって、今日から、このブログを辞めます。
As of this entry, I am quitting this blog.
2nd April 2009,
maishampoo
2009年
03月
28日
(土)
07:35 |
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After 28 redials on my phone and ONE dial on my handphone,
I WON 2 TICKETS EACH FOR THE FIRST AND LAST SHOW FOR THE MAY KAT-TUN CONCERT.
Now all I have to do is pray that the tickets for these two are good m(__)m
And I should go and sleep again.
I've never woken up @ 7AM before in the longest time ever.
I WON 2 TICKETS EACH FOR THE FIRST AND LAST SHOW FOR THE MAY KAT-TUN CONCERT.
Now all I have to do is pray that the tickets for these two are good m(__)m
And I should go and sleep again.
I've never woken up @ 7AM before in the longest time ever.
2009年
03月
27日
(金)
19:57 |
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最低。
もう、結局「そうし」派の人の為に作ったSPで、「ナイト」派としては、全然要らなかった。
ドラマの最終回のままでよかった
でも、ナイトは相変わらず、やっぱり大好きで、少しでも逢えてうれしかった。
自ら、壊してくださいとお願いするのは、
ロボットとして、どんな想いで頼んだのだろう。
どれぐらい、りいこを愛しているのだろう。
「自我」を持ったロボット。
それって、一体どういう想いなのだろう。
自ら、我の意思を持ち、そして持ち始めたその意思で我の存在を憎み、それでもたった一人の誰かを愛するために生きていける。
それは、どれだけ偉大な愛なのだろう。
思えば、思うほど、見かけより全然深い話しだし、
近未来には全然あり得る物語かも。
でも、
ロボットの人間って、やっぱり結局無理です。って言うために作ったドラマ？
それって、いくら愛があっても乗り越えられない壁なの？
どんなに愛しても、時間がたてば、心は変わるものなの？
最終的に、ナイトはやっぱり、変わらず最後までりいこを愛した。
でも、りいこは違った。
人間、結局こういう生き物だよ。
ロボット以下。
マジ、最悪。
失望したわ。
最終回で泣いた涙、全部返せよ。
なんか、終わって、軽く人間不信気味かも、
かも、
かも、
かも。
ナイト、最後の最後まで、かっこ良かった。
最後の最後まで、理想の絶対彼氏だった。
もう、結局「そうし」派の人の為に作ったSPで、「ナイト」派としては、全然要らなかった。
ドラマの最終回のままでよかった
でも、ナイトは相変わらず、やっぱり大好きで、少しでも逢えてうれしかった。
自ら、壊してくださいとお願いするのは、
ロボットとして、どんな想いで頼んだのだろう。
どれぐらい、りいこを愛しているのだろう。
「自我」を持ったロボット。
それって、一体どういう想いなのだろう。
自ら、我の意思を持ち、そして持ち始めたその意思で我の存在を憎み、それでもたった一人の誰かを愛するために生きていける。
それは、どれだけ偉大な愛なのだろう。
思えば、思うほど、見かけより全然深い話しだし、
近未来には全然あり得る物語かも。
でも、
ロボットの人間って、やっぱり結局無理です。って言うために作ったドラマ？
それって、いくら愛があっても乗り越えられない壁なの？
どんなに愛しても、時間がたてば、心は変わるものなの？
最終的に、ナイトはやっぱり、変わらず最後までりいこを愛した。
でも、りいこは違った。
人間、結局こういう生き物だよ。
ロボット以下。
マジ、最悪。
失望したわ。
最終回で泣いた涙、全部返せよ。
なんか、終わって、軽く人間不信気味かも、
かも、
かも、
かも。
ナイト、最後の最後まで、かっこ良かった。
最後の最後まで、理想の絶対彼氏だった。
2009年
03月
25日
(水)
04:38 |
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一応、なんとなく、がんばってみたけど
人間にはやっぱり、向き不向きがあって
自分はやっぱ向いてない
相当がんばったと思うけどなあ。
まあまあ。
関係ないけど、
みっつぃの生声がCDより質がいいのはなぜ？（笑）
このままじゃ、死にそう。
いろんな意味で。
仁様、
今日も好きです☆
おやさゆみん！
もうすぐ５時だお（凹）
人間にはやっぱり、向き不向きがあって
自分はやっぱ向いてない
相当がんばったと思うけどなあ。
まあまあ。
関係ないけど、
みっつぃの生声がCDより質がいいのはなぜ？（笑）
このままじゃ、死にそう。
いろんな意味で。
仁様、
今日も好きです☆
おやさゆみん！
もうすぐ５時だお（凹）
2009年
03月
22日
(日)
04:10 |
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The only ONE johnnys shop photo that I want so badly now.
I can smile back at it for hours.
Am still recovering from the sores in every inch of my body from the two Morning Musume concerts on Friday which was out of the world.
The thing that rocked the hardest:
Aika's hair looked just like Jin's in Rescue PV.
I had a seizure everytime I see her. Aika, ILUSM <3
Went for a job interview earlier today and just spent my past hour reading a horror story at 0300AM in the morning. I thought the story was more sad than scary. Movies need to make more of these stories where there's more depth than predictable fail!gore and cheesy scares. Guess I shall go to sleep and hope to not dream of any of the things I read. Though I know I probably will.
It was a good story but I sincerely hope it isn't real or it'll be way too sad.
I can smile back at it for hours.
Am still recovering from the sores in every inch of my body from the two Morning Musume concerts on Friday which was out of the world.
The thing that rocked the hardest:
Aika's hair looked just like Jin's in Rescue PV.
I had a seizure everytime I see her. Aika, ILUSM <3
Went for a job interview earlier today and just spent my past hour reading a horror story at 0300AM in the morning. I thought the story was more sad than scary. Movies need to make more of these stories where there's more depth than predictable fail!gore and cheesy scares. Guess I shall go to sleep and hope to not dream of any of the things I read. Though I know I probably will.
It was a good story but I sincerely hope it isn't real or it'll be way too sad.
2009年
03月
18日
(水)
04:54 |
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神様、
真剣な相談です。
なぜ、彼はこんなにもかわいいのですか？
わかりません。
どこがどうかわいいのか。
でも、結局出た答えが：すべてです。
なぜ、この世にこんなかわいい生物がいるのですか？
愛おし過ぎて、壊れそうです。
もう、狂ってます。
なにもかもが。
それでも、好きがやめられません。
どんどん、堕ちて行ってます。
そんで、別に助けてくれなくていいから
（笑）
真剣な相談です。
なぜ、彼はこんなにもかわいいのですか？
わかりません。
どこがどうかわいいのか。
でも、結局出た答えが：すべてです。
なぜ、この世にこんなかわいい生物がいるのですか？
愛おし過ぎて、壊れそうです。
もう、狂ってます。
なにもかもが。
それでも、好きがやめられません。
どんどん、堕ちて行ってます。
そんで、別に助けてくれなくていいから
（笑）
2009年
03月
17日
(火)
15:56 |
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I had a good time at the handshakes I went to last weekend.
But at the same time, I saw for myself how fucking cruel AKB48's management is. I thought Johnnys was bad, H!P was bad. But AKB48 brings it to a whole new level. Their handshake session works like this.
You get a ticket, you PICK a girl of your choice, you queue for her and you shake her hand.
Thus some girl end up with more in their line, some less. IF at that particular time slot, the girls are of somewhat equal popularity. But because AKB48's management is fucked up like that, they enjoy torturing them sadistically by shuffling random unpopular member sandwiched amongst popular members.
@7:20-ish
Amongst members who have lines of fans like this
Some of the members have a queue like this
At first, I thought it was all for tv, and over dramatic. But it was all very real.
The arrangement of the hall made it extra obvious where the girls could see for themselves how much fans they have compared to the other girls. And it is really heartwrenching to see some of the girls standing forlornly at their table, with nobody in their queue, staring at some of the fanletters the previous fan left them. It is especially ironic when the girls on their right and left, have a queue that stretches all the way to theback of the hall.
And reading through some of the fan report, when certain fans looped their second/third rounds and they had extra ticket and queued for the lesser popular girls, the girls looked up to them and said thank you with tears in their eyes.
It sucks because we all know this is how the idol world works and with all the god damn reality crap. But some of the girls here are barely high schoolers, and they put them through all these.
For Meetan's session, she was the only non-senbatsu member amongst the rest who were all senbatsu member. *note: Senbatsu meaning, popular/selected members featured in the single
Meetan blogged herself as "the only orange amongst the other expensive musk melon" and like what some of the fans mentioned, Meetan could deal with it because it was her. Had it been anyone else, the girl might not have been able to take it. However, thankfully, Meetan still put up a pretty good fight and she had a steady flow of people queueing for her, which made me really really happy.
I don't know how true it is, but Rie and Miichan were also caught crying being sandwiched amongst Takamina and Maimai who had really long queue while nobody were at theirs.
The staff member then also bring around a notebook and calculate how many handshake tickets did each member collect and note it down. IN FRONT of the girls. Some say its to provoke self reflection amongst the girl to make them think "SEE, why does that girl has fans and you don't" and to agitate them to work harder.
Srsly, its so fucking twisted and the management need some self reflection. Big time.
*exhale*
Having said all that, I hate the management, but the girls are innocent and I still had areally good time. So let's move on to the better part of the whole thing
(snagged my report from S48)
Saturday
Went down in the evening and boy was I glad I did.
Used up most of my tickets because crowd was small and most of the girls that I wanted to meet was there
Initially I HAD to go on Saturday because that was my only chance to meet Haachan and Meetan (I could not make it for the timing on Sunday)
Reached at 7:15-ish, but I could easily enter the waiting area inside the venue and in less than 10 minutes, I was walking towards the queue to Haachan.
It was a really short queue and it being my first handshake for the night, I was totally in full panic mode when it was my turn. I had absolutely close to no time to think and phrase what I was going to say and
Staff: Ticket prs.
DDDDDDDDDD:
zomg. DIVAS SENIORRRRIIIITA KATAYAMA.
Me: HIIIII
Haahchan: HIIII! Thanks for coming
Me: ZOMG HI! I am from Singapore (lol, srsly, this is the one of the few times I am so glad about my parentage)
Haachan: EHHH SUGOI O_O!!
Me: Can you speak english?
Haachan: No, I can't at all xDDDD But your Japanese is fluent!
Me: No, not at all > <
Haachan: Have you seen B4??
Me: YES!!!!!!!!
Haachan: How was it??
Me: ITS REALLY GOOD!!! KARYUUDO SAIKOU!!
Haachan: Thank you!!
Staff: *taps shoulder*
Me: Thank you! See you in the theater again!! Bye bye!!
Haachan: See you!! Bye bye!!
*waves to each other for a really long time*
omg. Haachan is so gorgeous
Like I mean, for your usual Team Senbatsu, you know they are pretty/cute/allsparklyadjectives because you see them ALL THE TIME. On your damn CD cover, on your TV, everywhere. But for member like Haachan, it makes you wonder why on earth are they not pimping her more
I can't wait to meet her again tonight already
Second, Maachan.
Seriously. This was not within my plans XD
Somehow, tbh partially was because we met@Harajuku that day and she was one of the first few members I really liked, but partially also slightly because it sucks to see such a blatantly empty row. *ranted as seen above*
Me: Hi!!
Maachan: Hi!! Thank you for coming today!!
*note: All these while I was speaking in English
Me: Can you speak english btw?
Maachan: I can speak Japanese (she thought that I was speaking english to her because she thought I thought that she can't speak Japanese XD)
Me: Are you pure Japanese? (sorry, stupid question but I had to because she has like ZERO english vocabulary)
Maachan: No XDD I am mixed...
Me: Japanese and...?
Staff: *taps*
Maachan: Erm... alot
Me: Alot?
Maachan: Alot all mixed up XD いっぱい、ごちゃごちゃ混ざってるww
Staff: *TAPS*
Me: Okay, see you around again! Thanks!!
Maachan: Thank you!! Bye bye!!!
*waves a whole lot*
Took a break, realized there was still time till the next session so I to the combini nearby and bought myself a letter pad and began writing a letter to Meetan on the spot. For some reason, I really wanted to write her a letter since we met last week and so I did.
Upon finishing my letter, I went back to the venue and the next session was slightly more packed because the line up was impressive. Nevertheless, it was still a pretty small crowd and I managed to move about pretty quickly.
Oh god. Rie.
*mind function comes to complete stop*
Me: Hi! I came from Singapore
Rie: EHHHH RLY?!!! O_O
Me: Yes > < Erm, can you speak english (as you can see, this is the line I use the most when I am suffering a mental malfunction)
Rie: Not at all, please teach me some XDD But your Japanese is fluent!! Are you like a 帰国子女 (*translation: Japanese who lived abroad but came back)??
Me: Not really but maybe something like that-ish?? XD
Rie: XDDD
Me: I've seen you at the theater a couple time
Rie: Thank you!!
Me: I always bring a uchiwa in everytime I go
Rie: I will definitely keep a lookout for it!
Staff: *taps*
Me: See you in the theater again!!
Rie: Thank you! SEE YOU!!
*inserts a lot of waving again*
... god. GOD. G O D. DKSJ HJKHD KSA JS D INCOHERENT KEYBOARD SMASH.
Next: Durian Sashihara-san.
XD
Me: Hiiii!!
Sasshi: Hiii!!
Me: I came from Singapore
Sasshi: EHHHHHHHHH SRSLY O_O
Me: Yah... do you know it exists? XD
Sasshi: I KNOW I KNOW.. MERLION?!
Me: XDDD YESS!! I've been to the theater a couple times and I always bring a uchiwa whe...
Sasshi: *cuts in* I KNOW! THE DORIAN SASHIHARA ONE!
Me: AH YES! You've seen it before!?
Sasshi: YES!! I was really happy!
Me: Really?! I mean, you don't find it bothersome or anything?
Sasshi: Not at all! Please do come again!!
Staff: *taps*
Me: YESS!! OMG Please to try Durian, it's kinda famous in Singapore XDD
(OMG THIS WAS THE BEST PART)
Sasshi: *takes one step back and then got into full Durian Sashihara-mode and hit her chest with her right fist and then did some kinda rock gesture with her hands* Sure, dude.
Me: KSJDHK SJDHKAHSAKJ HFKSDHK SHD DSROFLMAO XDDDDDDD
HAHAHAHAHAA OMG SASSHI WAS SO FUN TO TALK TO. I mean we actually had a erm kinda conversation XD And the whole Durian Sashihara thing was way too amazing.
Meetan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: *walks up to her after handing the staff ticket and sneaking the letter onto the table silently*
Meetan: (lol, she spoke before I could say anything to her) ZOMG YOUR SKIN IS REALLY NICE!!!! <3
Me: O_O!?!?! NO WAI!! XDDDD
Meetan: No really!! Omg you are so young *preens*
Me: No, you are young too and your skin is gorgeous too!! I went to watch Team K ontuesday!!
Meetan: I KNOW!! Thank you
Me: Meetan, I wrote you a letter, and if the staff don't confiscate it later, please read it
Meetan: *realizes the letter and takes it up* Don't worry, I will read it before they have a chance to take it away. 没収される前に、私がちゃんと読んじゃうから
Me: SD JKSHK SHDK SD REALLY?!!! Thank you!
Meetan: No, thank you!!
Staff: *taps*
Me: I will come again! Thank you so much!! See you!!
Meetan: Thank you!!
(TT_TT) (TT_TT) (TT_TT)
Meetan is so so so nice.
And she was so sweet to talk to
After that, I queued for Sae
Me: Hiii!!!
Sae: Hiii!!! AHHH! We met at the previous handshake at the theater!!
Me: DSJFHJK SDHKDS YOU REMEMBER?!!
Sae: OF COURSE
Me: (TT_TT) Thank you!! Otsukaresama for the hard work today at Osaka and till this late now
Sae: Not at all ^_^
Me: My friend from America went to the event at Osaka too
Sae: AHHH YES YES! I MET THEM!!
Me: !! I watched Team K on Tuesday, it was really good!
Sae: It was your first show in a long time right? お久しぶりに公演ですよね？
Staff: *taps*
Me: Yes, but I really enjoyed myself
Sae: I am glad to hear that! ^^
Me: I will see you again, thank you so much for today!!
Sae: Thank you!! Bye bye!!
*Alot of waving*
Sae is truly GenKING.
I mean she had such a hectic day the whole day, rushing between Osaka and Tokyo, but when I met her, her energy level was still at 120% and she was literally (^_^)!! THE WHOLE TIME.
Amazing
Last but not least, I wanted to meet Meetan again
Me: Meetaaan!!! I am so sorry I can't come tomorrow, so I queued again now
Meetan: Ahhh! Don't say that, thank you very much!!
Me: Oh, I sang Amai Kokansetsu @ the karaoke the other day XD
Meetan: SJDHSK HDFK SD FKJHKSD XDDDD LOLOLOL! Wasn't everyone else disgusted?!
Me: NO XDDDD But lol how can we be as sexy as you??
Meetan: Hmm... think dirty thoughts at all time *smiles*
Me: LOLOLOL XDDDD
Staff: *taps*
Meetan: And, love. It's important to be in love.
Me: I will be in love with you then
Meetan: XDDDDD
Me: Thank you so much for today! Otsukaresama deshita!!
Meetan: Thank you! See you again!!
*waved for eternity*
And that was all for Saturday
Sunday
Met up with one girl from Mixi whom I was suppose to watch a Johnnys Stageplay with that night. Since she was interested in AKB48, and as a gesture of thanks for letting me join her for the stageplay, I asked her along for the handshake.
Queue. Was. Massive.
I mean the night before, I could easily arrive at anytime and shake a hand within 5 minutes. But this time, the queue was S U P E R long D:
By the time we reached, they've exchanged the members.
Nevertheless, it was a good thing for me because Sayaka's in this group
The girl wanted to queue for Acchan, but settled for Mariko-sama in this group.
Sayaka
Me: Hiiii!!
Sayaka: Hiii!!!!! Thank you for coming today!
Me: I watched K4 on Tuesday!!
Sayaka: I know! I remember you very clearly! You were in the center area right?
Me: SKDJHK SDFJHD YES!! >////< I caught the show with my friend who flew in from LA
Sayaka: EHHHH SUGOI!!!O_O
Me: Erm... I have a request
Sayaka: Hmmm yes? *stares straight with her eyes wide*
Me: Can we play scissors paper stone?
Sayaka: XDD Okay!! Here we go, 最初はグー、じゃんけん、ぽん！
First time - Sayaka: Scissors, Me: Scissors
Second time - Sayaka: Rock, Me: Scissors
Me: FDJHDSK XDDDD Thank you very much!!
Sayaka: Eh?! XD I won? XD
Me: LOL XD let's play again some other time
Staff: *pushing*
Sayaka: See you again!!
Me: Thank you so much!!!! See you!!!
*waves a lot*
And after that we left because no way we had the time to queue that looooooong queue again XD
My hands were still trembling after I left the venue and we were both spazzing and squealing endlessly. And since we had 10nenzakura stuck in our head, we headed to the karaoke before going over to Shin-Okubo for our stageplay
The girl's comments was:
Mariko's face was like THIS SMALL *makes a miniature circle with her hands* and omg she is so pretty. Sayaka is SO KAKKOII, she really stands out alot, especially since Erepyon is next to her XD
They were all amazing experiences.
And I still have ONE ticket left :D
But at the same time, I saw for myself how fucking cruel AKB48's management is. I thought Johnnys was bad, H!P was bad. But AKB48 brings it to a whole new level. Their handshake session works like this.
You get a ticket, you PICK a girl of your choice, you queue for her and you shake her hand.
Thus some girl end up with more in their line, some less. IF at that particular time slot, the girls are of somewhat equal popularity. But because AKB48's management is fucked up like that, they enjoy torturing them sadistically by shuffling random unpopular member sandwiched amongst popular members.
@7:20-ish
Amongst members who have lines of fans like this
Some of the members have a queue like this
At first, I thought it was all for tv, and over dramatic. But it was all very real.
The arrangement of the hall made it extra obvious where the girls could see for themselves how much fans they have compared to the other girls. And it is really heartwrenching to see some of the girls standing forlornly at their table, with nobody in their queue, staring at some of the fanletters the previous fan left them. It is especially ironic when the girls on their right and left, have a queue that stretches all the way to theback of the hall.
And reading through some of the fan report, when certain fans looped their second/third rounds and they had extra ticket and queued for the lesser popular girls, the girls looked up to them and said thank you with tears in their eyes.
It sucks because we all know this is how the idol world works and with all the god damn reality crap. But some of the girls here are barely high schoolers, and they put them through all these.
For Meetan's session, she was the only non-senbatsu member amongst the rest who were all senbatsu member. *note: Senbatsu meaning, popular/selected members featured in the single
Meetan blogged herself as "the only orange amongst the other expensive musk melon" and like what some of the fans mentioned, Meetan could deal with it because it was her. Had it been anyone else, the girl might not have been able to take it. However, thankfully, Meetan still put up a pretty good fight and she had a steady flow of people queueing for her, which made me really really happy.
I don't know how true it is, but Rie and Miichan were also caught crying being sandwiched amongst Takamina and Maimai who had really long queue while nobody were at theirs.
The staff member then also bring around a notebook and calculate how many handshake tickets did each member collect and note it down. IN FRONT of the girls. Some say its to provoke self reflection amongst the girl to make them think "SEE, why does that girl has fans and you don't" and to agitate them to work harder.
Srsly, its so fucking twisted and the management need some self reflection. Big time.
*exhale*
Having said all that, I hate the management, but the girls are innocent and I still had areally good time. So let's move on to the better part of the whole thing
(snagged my report from S48)
Saturday
Went down in the evening and boy was I glad I did.
Used up most of my tickets because crowd was small and most of the girls that I wanted to meet was there
Initially I HAD to go on Saturday because that was my only chance to meet Haachan and Meetan (I could not make it for the timing on Sunday)
Reached at 7:15-ish, but I could easily enter the waiting area inside the venue and in less than 10 minutes, I was walking towards the queue to Haachan.
It was a really short queue and it being my first handshake for the night, I was totally in full panic mode when it was my turn. I had absolutely close to no time to think and phrase what I was going to say and
Staff: Ticket prs.
DDDDDDDDDD:
zomg. DIVAS SENIORRRRIIIITA KATAYAMA.
Me: HIIIII
Haahchan: HIIII! Thanks for coming
Me: ZOMG HI! I am from Singapore (lol, srsly, this is the one of the few times I am so glad about my parentage)
Haachan: EHHH SUGOI O_O!!
Me: Can you speak english?
Haachan: No, I can't at all xDDDD But your Japanese is fluent!
Me: No, not at all > <
Haachan: Have you seen B4??
Me: YES!!!!!!!!
Haachan: How was it??
Me: ITS REALLY GOOD!!! KARYUUDO SAIKOU!!
Haachan: Thank you!!
Staff: *taps shoulder*
Me: Thank you! See you in the theater again!! Bye bye!!
Haachan: See you!! Bye bye!!
*waves to each other for a really long time*
omg. Haachan is so gorgeous
Like I mean, for your usual Team Senbatsu, you know they are pretty/cute/allsparklyadjectives because you see them ALL THE TIME. On your damn CD cover, on your TV, everywhere. But for member like Haachan, it makes you wonder why on earth are they not pimping her more
I can't wait to meet her again tonight already
Second, Maachan.
Seriously. This was not within my plans XD
Somehow, tbh partially was because we met@Harajuku that day and she was one of the first few members I really liked, but partially also slightly because it sucks to see such a blatantly empty row. *ranted as seen above*
Me: Hi!!
Maachan: Hi!! Thank you for coming today!!
*note: All these while I was speaking in English
Me: Can you speak english btw?
Maachan: I can speak Japanese (she thought that I was speaking english to her because she thought I thought that she can't speak Japanese XD)
Me: Are you pure Japanese? (sorry, stupid question but I had to because she has like ZERO english vocabulary)
Maachan: No XDD I am mixed...
Me: Japanese and...?
Staff: *taps*
Maachan: Erm... alot
Me: Alot?
Maachan: Alot all mixed up XD いっぱい、ごちゃごちゃ混ざってるww
Staff: *TAPS*
Me: Okay, see you around again! Thanks!!
Maachan: Thank you!! Bye bye!!!
*waves a whole lot*
Took a break, realized there was still time till the next session so I to the combini nearby and bought myself a letter pad and began writing a letter to Meetan on the spot. For some reason, I really wanted to write her a letter since we met last week and so I did.
Upon finishing my letter, I went back to the venue and the next session was slightly more packed because the line up was impressive. Nevertheless, it was still a pretty small crowd and I managed to move about pretty quickly.
Oh god. Rie.
*mind function comes to complete stop*
Me: Hi! I came from Singapore
Rie: EHHHH RLY?!!! O_O
Me: Yes > < Erm, can you speak english (as you can see, this is the line I use the most when I am suffering a mental malfunction)
Rie: Not at all, please teach me some XDD But your Japanese is fluent!! Are you like a 帰国子女 (*translation: Japanese who lived abroad but came back)??
Me: Not really but maybe something like that-ish?? XD
Rie: XDDD
Me: I've seen you at the theater a couple time
Rie: Thank you!!
Me: I always bring a uchiwa in everytime I go
Rie: I will definitely keep a lookout for it!
Staff: *taps*
Me: See you in the theater again!!
Rie: Thank you! SEE YOU!!
*inserts a lot of waving again*
... god. GOD. G O D. DKSJ HJKHD KSA JS D INCOHERENT KEYBOARD SMASH.
Next: Durian Sashihara-san.
XD
Me: Hiiii!!
Sasshi: Hiii!!
Me: I came from Singapore
Sasshi: EHHHHHHHHH SRSLY O_O
Me: Yah... do you know it exists? XD
Sasshi: I KNOW I KNOW.. MERLION?!
Me: XDDD YESS!! I've been to the theater a couple times and I always bring a uchiwa whe...
Sasshi: *cuts in* I KNOW! THE DORIAN SASHIHARA ONE!
Me: AH YES! You've seen it before!?
Sasshi: YES!! I was really happy!
Me: Really?! I mean, you don't find it bothersome or anything?
Sasshi: Not at all! Please do come again!!
Staff: *taps*
Me: YESS!! OMG Please to try Durian, it's kinda famous in Singapore XDD
(OMG THIS WAS THE BEST PART)
Sasshi: *takes one step back and then got into full Durian Sashihara-mode and hit her chest with her right fist and then did some kinda rock gesture with her hands* Sure, dude.
Me: KSJDHK SJDHKAHSAKJ HFKSDHK SHD DSROFLMAO XDDDDDDD
HAHAHAHAHAA OMG SASSHI WAS SO FUN TO TALK TO. I mean we actually had a erm kinda conversation XD And the whole Durian Sashihara thing was way too amazing.
Meetan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: *walks up to her after handing the staff ticket and sneaking the letter onto the table silently*
Meetan: (lol, she spoke before I could say anything to her) ZOMG YOUR SKIN IS REALLY NICE!!!! <3
Me: O_O!?!?! NO WAI!! XDDDD
Meetan: No really!! Omg you are so young *preens*
Me: No, you are young too and your skin is gorgeous too!! I went to watch Team K ontuesday!!
Meetan: I KNOW!! Thank you
Me: Meetan, I wrote you a letter, and if the staff don't confiscate it later, please read it
Meetan: *realizes the letter and takes it up* Don't worry, I will read it before they have a chance to take it away. 没収される前に、私がちゃんと読んじゃうから
Me: SD JKSHK SHDK SD REALLY?!!! Thank you!
Meetan: No, thank you!!
Staff: *taps*
Me: I will come again! Thank you so much!! See you!!
Meetan: Thank you!!
(TT_TT) (TT_TT) (TT_TT)
Meetan is so so so nice.
And she was so sweet to talk to
After that, I queued for Sae
Me: Hiii!!!
Sae: Hiii!!! AHHH! We met at the previous handshake at the theater!!
Me: DSJFHJK SDHKDS YOU REMEMBER?!!
Sae: OF COURSE
Me: (TT_TT) Thank you!! Otsukaresama for the hard work today at Osaka and till this late now
Sae: Not at all ^_^
Me: My friend from America went to the event at Osaka too
Sae: AHHH YES YES! I MET THEM!!
Me: !! I watched Team K on Tuesday, it was really good!
Sae: It was your first show in a long time right? お久しぶりに公演ですよね？
Staff: *taps*
Me: Yes, but I really enjoyed myself
Sae: I am glad to hear that! ^^
Me: I will see you again, thank you so much for today!!
Sae: Thank you!! Bye bye!!
*Alot of waving*
Sae is truly GenKING.
I mean she had such a hectic day the whole day, rushing between Osaka and Tokyo, but when I met her, her energy level was still at 120% and she was literally (^_^)!! THE WHOLE TIME.
Amazing
Last but not least, I wanted to meet Meetan again
Me: Meetaaan!!! I am so sorry I can't come tomorrow, so I queued again now
Meetan: Ahhh! Don't say that, thank you very much!!
Me: Oh, I sang Amai Kokansetsu @ the karaoke the other day XD
Meetan: SJDHSK HDFK SD FKJHKSD XDDDD LOLOLOL! Wasn't everyone else disgusted?!
Me: NO XDDDD But lol how can we be as sexy as you??
Meetan: Hmm... think dirty thoughts at all time *smiles*
Me: LOLOLOL XDDDD
Staff: *taps*
Meetan: And, love. It's important to be in love.
Me: I will be in love with you then
Meetan: XDDDDD
Me: Thank you so much for today! Otsukaresama deshita!!
Meetan: Thank you! See you again!!
*waved for eternity*
And that was all for Saturday
Sunday
Met up with one girl from Mixi whom I was suppose to watch a Johnnys Stageplay with that night. Since she was interested in AKB48, and as a gesture of thanks for letting me join her for the stageplay, I asked her along for the handshake.
Queue. Was. Massive.
I mean the night before, I could easily arrive at anytime and shake a hand within 5 minutes. But this time, the queue was S U P E R long D:
By the time we reached, they've exchanged the members.
Nevertheless, it was a good thing for me because Sayaka's in this group
The girl wanted to queue for Acchan, but settled for Mariko-sama in this group.
Sayaka
Me: Hiiii!!
Sayaka: Hiii!!!!! Thank you for coming today!
Me: I watched K4 on Tuesday!!
Sayaka: I know! I remember you very clearly! You were in the center area right?
Me: SKDJHK SDFJHD YES!! >////< I caught the show with my friend who flew in from LA
Sayaka: EHHHH SUGOI!!!O_O
Me: Erm... I have a request
Sayaka: Hmmm yes? *stares straight with her eyes wide*
Me: Can we play scissors paper stone?
Sayaka: XDD Okay!! Here we go, 最初はグー、じゃんけん、ぽん！
First time - Sayaka: Scissors, Me: Scissors
Second time - Sayaka: Rock, Me: Scissors
Me: FDJHDSK XDDDD Thank you very much!!
Sayaka: Eh?! XD I won? XD
Me: LOL XD let's play again some other time
Staff: *pushing*
Sayaka: See you again!!
Me: Thank you so much!!!! See you!!!
*waves a lot*
And after that we left because no way we had the time to queue that looooooong queue again XD
My hands were still trembling after I left the venue and we were both spazzing and squealing endlessly. And since we had 10nenzakura stuck in our head, we headed to the karaoke before going over to Shin-Okubo for our stageplay
The girl's comments was:
Mariko's face was like THIS SMALL *makes a miniature circle with her hands* and omg she is so pretty. Sayaka is SO KAKKOII, she really stands out alot, especially since Erepyon is next to her XD
They were all amazing experiences.
And I still have ONE ticket left :D
2009年
03月
16日
(月)
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New drama for Yoko, new album and finally the long awaited tour.
Eito is finally getting into action :D
Hiroshima 5/10
Venue: Hiroshima Green Arena
Time: 12:00/16:00
Sendai 5/23・24
Venue: Hot House Super Arena
Time: (5/23) 18:00, (5/24) 13:00/17:00
Tokyo 6/1・2
Venue: Tokyo Dome
Time: 18:30
Kumamoto 6/6・7
Venue: Grand Messe Kumamoto
Time: (6/6) 18:00, (6/7) 13:00/17:00
Sapporo 6/20・21
Venue: Kita Eeru
Time: (6/20) 18:00, (6/21) 13:00/17:00
Oita 6/27・28
Venue: Oita Biicon Plaza Convention Center
Time: (6/27) 18:00, (6/28) 13:00/17:00
Fukui 7/4・5
Venue: Sundome Fukui
Time: (7/4) 18:00, (7/5) 13:00/17:00
Nagano 7/11・12
Venue: Nagano Big Hat
Time: (7/11) 18:00, (7/12) 13:00/17:00
Kanazawa 7/18・19
Venue: Ishikawaken Sougyou Tenshi Kan
Time: (7/18) 18:00, (7/19) 12:00/16:00
Osaka 7/29・30
Venue: Kyocera Dome
Time: 18:30
Definitely going for the domes, seriously considering the ones in blue and maybe Osaka. Maybe.
OMG. MONEY D:
On second thought, dear god, I take back my wish on KAT-TUN springing into a country wide tour. Not until at least Winter prs.
Eito is finally getting into action :D
Hiroshima 5/10
Venue: Hiroshima Green Arena
Time: 12:00/16:00
Sendai 5/23・24
Venue: Hot House Super Arena
Time: (5/23) 18:00, (5/24) 13:00/17:00
Tokyo 6/1・2
Venue: Tokyo Dome
Time: 18:30
Kumamoto 6/6・7
Venue: Grand Messe Kumamoto
Time: (6/6) 18:00, (6/7) 13:00/17:00
Sapporo 6/20・21
Venue: Kita Eeru
Time: (6/20) 18:00, (6/21) 13:00/17:00
Oita 6/27・28
Venue: Oita Biicon Plaza Convention Center
Time: (6/27) 18:00, (6/28) 13:00/17:00
Fukui 7/4・5
Venue: Sundome Fukui
Time: (7/4) 18:00, (7/5) 13:00/17:00
Nagano 7/11・12
Venue: Nagano Big Hat
Time: (7/11) 18:00, (7/12) 13:00/17:00
Kanazawa 7/18・19
Venue: Ishikawaken Sougyou Tenshi Kan
Time: (7/18) 18:00, (7/19) 12:00/16:00
Osaka 7/29・30
Venue: Kyocera Dome
Time: 18:30
Definitely going for the domes, seriously considering the ones in blue and maybe Osaka. Maybe.
OMG. MONEY D:
On second thought, dear god, I take back my wish on KAT-TUN springing into a country wide tour. Not until at least Winter prs.
2009年
03月
16日
(月)
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Thanks to Mina-chan, went to meet Romeo-sama again today :D
Met Mina-chan in the afternoon and we went for AKB48's handshake at Harajuku first ^^
She likes AKB48 and Johnnys which makes her epic win AND SHE GOT TO SHAKE HANDS WITH ARASHI/NewS/KANJANI BEFORE DURING ALL THEIR DEBUT EVENTS KSJDHK ASH KDS ARGH AND SHE WON FIRST ROW ARENA SEATS VIA FC TICKET FOR KAT-TUN EBFORE KJSDH JKDSH KSD. Apparently she stays in the same neighbourhood as Tamamori from KMF2 and she saw him browsing magazines in school uniform at her local bookstore before XD
Queue was a bitch today so we only went once each, she went for Mariko-sama and I went to Sayaka <3
In total yesterday and today:
Haa-chan - 1
Maa-chan - 1
Sae - 1
Rie - 1
Sasshi - 1
Meetan - 2
Sayaka - 1
More on the handshake because it deserves a separate post on its own.
We had time after the handshake and we decided we were way too addicted to 10nenzakura and there was still time, so we ran to the nearest karaoke place available :D
Had a AKB48 & Johnnys medley <3
Conclusion:
Believe is amazing <3
One Drop is love.
Rescue is way too difficult to sing.
Romance Irane = worst AKB48 song to sing.
You cannot sing Bingo, Oogoe Diamond and 10nenZakura without doing the furitsuke together.
Aitakatta kills your throat.
It was fun but we only sang for an hour before running all the way down to Tokyo Globe theater to meet Romeo :D
God the seats were SO CLOSE.
I swear, people in the first row have hearts made of steel.
He is so adorable it's bad for the heart.
I am so in love with Juliet too <3
I am going to fight like crazy to win a ticket on the 22nd.
Romeo & Juliet <3
Met Mina-chan in the afternoon and we went for AKB48's handshake at Harajuku first ^^
She likes AKB48 and Johnnys which makes her epic win AND SHE GOT TO SHAKE HANDS WITH ARASHI/NewS/KANJANI BEFORE DURING ALL THEIR DEBUT EVENTS KSJDHK ASH KDS ARGH AND SHE WON FIRST ROW ARENA SEATS VIA FC TICKET FOR KAT-TUN EBFORE KJSDH JKDSH KSD. Apparently she stays in the same neighbourhood as Tamamori from KMF2 and she saw him browsing magazines in school uniform at her local bookstore before XD
Queue was a bitch today so we only went once each, she went for Mariko-sama and I went to Sayaka <3
In total yesterday and today:
Haa-chan - 1
Maa-chan - 1
Sae - 1
Rie - 1
Sasshi - 1
Meetan - 2
Sayaka - 1
More on the handshake because it deserves a separate post on its own.
We had time after the handshake and we decided we were way too addicted to 10nenzakura and there was still time, so we ran to the nearest karaoke place available :D
Had a AKB48 & Johnnys medley <3
Conclusion:
Believe is amazing <3
One Drop is love.
Rescue is way too difficult to sing.
Romance Irane = worst AKB48 song to sing.
You cannot sing Bingo, Oogoe Diamond and 10nenZakura without doing the furitsuke together.
Aitakatta kills your throat.
It was fun but we only sang for an hour before running all the way down to Tokyo Globe theater to meet Romeo :D
God the seats were SO CLOSE.
I swear, people in the first row have hearts made of steel.
He is so adorable it's bad for the heart.
I am so in love with Juliet too <3
I am going to fight like crazy to win a ticket on the 22nd.
Romeo & Juliet <3
2009年
03月
15日
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レンジャー☆
I do not dare to count.
But at least it worked.
Except, this made me happier ^^
10年桜 ＞ 東方神起www
（笑）
I do not dare to count.
But at least it worked.
Except, this made me happier ^^
10年桜 ＞ 東方神起www
（笑）
2009年
03月
14日
(土)
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They threw in free posters as a desperate attempt to help sales.
By the end of the week I will have enough poster to paint my wall orange.
But smart of them actually, because I think they predicted this to happen.
Which explains the simplicity of the cover/poster.
Because its always cheaper to print posters with less color.
Kudos to Johnnys.
Me and jinnie decided that after all these, if they still dont get first on the weekly(s) we are burning our headless copies 8D
By the end of the week I will have enough poster to paint my wall orange.
But smart of them actually, because I think they predicted this to happen.
Which explains the simplicity of the cover/poster.
Because its always cheaper to print posters with less color.
Kudos to Johnnys.
Me and jinnie decided that after all these, if they still dont get first on the weekly(s) we are burning our headless copies 8D
2009年
03月
13日
(金)
05:56 |
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JIN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay, its not suppose to look that weird. It was because my photo taking skills is the sucks.
God. SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOOOOO ADORABLE D:
I love this pair of glasses so much.
Btw that picture`s message was hilarious.
Fans are suppose to write in and ask for advice from KAT-TUN and her problem was:
Fan:
I have a boyfriend but whenever I compare him to my beloved Akanishi-kun, I feel myself being disinterested in my boyfriend.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT KIND OF PROBLEM IS THAT.
Kouki: What should we do. (lol)
Junno: You like Akanishi-kun, but Akanishi-kun dont like you. Please treasure your boyfriend who loves you.
Ueda: Be realistic.
Nakamaru: Dont compare. Your boyfriend is your boyfriend. Akanishi is Akanishi.
Kame: Treasure your boyfriend. And if you still like Akanishi, put in some effort to make Akanishi like you.
Jin: Please do not compare. (lol) I am a seperate item, please cut me away from your real life.
JUNNO FTW.
For some reason, Kame talking about Jin makes cheeks hurt from overstretching my lips.
がんばれ。（笑）
GAHHHHHHHHH SHAVE PRS. JIN. SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE.
あなたが一番、
すき
すき
すき☆ （ｂｙギャグ100回分愛してください−BERRYZ工房ｗ
Okay, its not suppose to look that weird. It was because my photo taking skills is the sucks.
God. SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOOOOO ADORABLE D:
I love this pair of glasses so much.
Btw that picture`s message was hilarious.
Fans are suppose to write in and ask for advice from KAT-TUN and her problem was:
Fan:
I have a boyfriend but whenever I compare him to my beloved Akanishi-kun, I feel myself being disinterested in my boyfriend.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT KIND OF PROBLEM IS THAT.
Kouki: What should we do. (lol)
Junno: You like Akanishi-kun, but Akanishi-kun dont like you. Please treasure your boyfriend who loves you.
Ueda: Be realistic.
Nakamaru: Dont compare. Your boyfriend is your boyfriend. Akanishi is Akanishi.
Kame: Treasure your boyfriend. And if you still like Akanishi, put in some effort to make Akanishi like you.
Jin: Please do not compare. (lol) I am a seperate item, please cut me away from your real life.
JUNNO FTW.
For some reason, Kame talking about Jin makes cheeks hurt from overstretching my lips.
がんばれ。（笑）
GAHHHHHHHHH SHAVE PRS. JIN. SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE.
あなたが一番、
すき
すき
すき☆ （ｂｙギャグ100回分愛してください−BERRYZ工房ｗ
